The stars are back tonight
So it has felt like forever since I have seen the stars the way I did tonight. Its like I was caught mid step and the sky just opened up and displayed itself. I felt like I was up there, seeing, experiencing, exploring…like I was part of this crazy swirling burst of energy and creation. I just love it when my my stops and pulls me into moments like that, where your just so much there, that your thinking about it isnt even a thing, there or not, but more like every part of you is feeling alive in that moment. I can think about a few moments in time that stopped me like that, really just two and then i just start smiling. To be present in those moments are just so……real and alive, i love it.
I think its just how much I love to sit in wonder about the universe and all the goes on in it. I like about the things that we often get so consumed with, but all the wondrous and mysterious things going all around. Its like if I could just see…..but then if I am still enough….I can feel it. The wonder ot the entirety of creation and all that it has been able to do. It makes me wonder what it might do next.
Whisps of the self
I wonder sometimes when i have experiences where my thoughts go from one end of things to another…..and its only moments later I have to remember where I just was inside. And then I look at them and wonder, now inside I felt me in them, but then the expression of them doesnt really hold to much in a way. I mean it was supposed to be me, but in a blink it didnt exist. So it just makes me curious about the way we think and be in the world and what degree of that is connected and in what ways. Like if I can forget parts of me within moments then what holds it all togather when its not consistent streams. But then theirs thing in me that never shake, even when I am consumed with everything…there they are.
I do really love the stars and I am so happy I am finally just being able to be out in the wonder of life. Remembering how much I love to be there in it all, part of it all and just feeling alive in the tiny little spec that I am lol. It’s just really wonderful sometimes, and the of, I will forget again and the insanity of it all will try to pull me back. But these days, its doesnt really as much. And even better when it does, and I catch it, oh its a good laugh hahaha. Anyway Awoooooooo 🙂 have a wonderful night.
